Should I ask her what I asked you

OMG... talk about neglect. It's been three months since I've been on this thing. Life has been busy.
Tonight Beck is going to be in Phoenix, unfortuately I will not be able to attend. It saddens me. I really want to go. I started this new thing where I pay bills on time and put needs ahead of wants. It was implicated a week ago and I think I have been doing a good job thus far. It's still too early to tell though.
Since funding has been low, I've been trying to figure out the cheapest way to get to San Antonio. Why San Antonio? one might ask. Well, there's this guy and I like him a lot. I think I'm going to marry him. Ha. I said I would visit, but haven't been able to. Sadness. It's like every time I have just enough to see him, something comes up and my finances go in that direction. Tiny details.
I want an orange.