Brand New Key

I think I'm done. Done with everything. Done with school. Done with work. Just done. I don't know what my next move will be though. I guess more work and more school should it go as I have contemplated whenever ago.
People who don't say what they really mean irk me. It's like "Kid, there is so much to decipher already, just f*ck*ng tell me what exactly is on your mind!" I can only take so much and really, if don't want my suggestions, don't ask. So I'm more than irked, I'm way annoyed. Whatever about it.
I wanted Ash to call today just to call, but he didn't. I'm assuming he was working, playing games, or just didn't feel like talking to me. Either way, I'm still sad. He sent me this text yesterday that said that Spring Break was probably not going to happen. I'm still going to San Antonio regardless. It'll be great if I see him, but my expectations are low. I don't want to set myself up for heartbreak. I'm thinking it could be fun to just get away from here. It's nice, but I want something more than this. Isn't that how it always goes though?
Hung out with one of my best friends today. Not amused by his display of emotion which was in fact none or so nonchalant that you'd think he were mad at you. He probably was. I don't understand why he would be though, but he definately was. As he left he just yelled from the living room he was going. Most days I don't mind this, but I don't see him most days. In fact, I see him like one week out of the whole year. I'm not in the mood to play detective.
I'm going out to get some dark choc-o-lick. Wish me luck. Muah!